well it's the first time i made a journal in this 2013 and finally i made a journal again since my last time last year
and i'm sorry for many people who's been requesting some art that i can't finished it at time
ummmh.. actually i kind of want to talk about what i've been thinking recently.
first, since i heard that my father's going to resign from his current job, my head was full with so many thought that i should find a job again and stop depending on parents for money again. was it a kind of selfish think? dunno .. i don't even understand anymore again about myself recently.
well, since i've talk about the problem that have been all my burden these days, and i can't even focus on my college things.
all i think was "
How i can get money without asking to parents?" only that! that's the only thing that's always been caught up in my mind. and after sometimes of thinking again, i was realize and remember that i can do something, something that i'm capable to do.
and i decided to open commission at the first week of february . well hope it can help me free from such burden that i've bear these days. also to all my friends i'm really sorry i've disappoint you all , and i'd hope you all can understand me and forgive me